haix...suddenly feel tat i'm a useless one...no goal,no dream,no self opinion....dunno y i feel tis wae suddenly...mayb is because i haf too much free time to think abt these ba...haha...one example is during grp discussion...i alwaes sae anithin...'ll i b a pet being control by my gf in e ltr life and follow wad she sae without saying a word even if i no it is wrong to folo...but in tis century...i tink tat it is rite to folo wad a gal sae and gif her wadever she wan...i'm nt scare of anithin...but worry tat i'll fall too deep and hurt too badly if i fall too deep...haix =(